The message at church yesterday was JUST what I needed to hear.
I have really thought lately about why I just couldn't feel God working. I knew that He's there, but nothing was changing. Of course, my questioning mind needed a reason why. After thinking about it for a while, I think that I found the reason. I was crashing after a major spiritual high, the missions trip this past summer. I had experienced some extremely life-altering things and feelings and when I got back home, I kind of crashed. I slipped back into a routine. I didn't really want to, but when you are as close to God as you have ever been for a week, and then you fall back to where you were, it's a pretty steep fall. I just went back to the way things were and then I got comfortable there, and God couldn't use me.
I think that a lot of times, we get this way. We come to a point in our lives where the storm is raging around us, and the boat feels like the safest place. But where would the adventure be if we just stayed inside and never braved the world. I mean, are roller coasters comfortable, no, but they are sooooo much fun. Is tubing comfortable, oh no, but we love to do it. Was Nicaragua comfortable, no way, but I had the time of my life! My point is that some of the best experiences in life aren't comfortable, and since God is so much better than the things of this world, than shouldn't being uncomfortable serving God be the best?
How much could we be missing out on from just being afraid to step out of the boat? And even if you do fall, you will fall right in Jesus' arms. So what are we waiting for? Join me this week as I step out of the boat and with my eyes set on God, I can set the world on fire!
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Abby this is so awesome!! You write exactly how you feel and that is a wonderful attribute that you have. Keep it up!
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